So this probably isn't like most first posts of the year...
I won't talk about my resolution of the year coz to be honest, it doesn't really matter.
But it's kinda unreal how it's already 2015 and I'm going to be nineteen this year. Unbelievable.
It's one step closer to the big twenty and I'm not ready for that. Yet at least. I kinda still like being a teen.
I've started working for quite some time and it's kinda weird how so many of my colleagues tell me that I look and seem mature for my age. Either I don't look my age or I don't act my age. Honestly, I don't know. Doesn't really bother me I guess but oh wells. Just a fun fact.
So only 9 days have passed but to be very honest, I don't know how to feel. Many things have happened so I'm kinda surprised that it has only been 9 days. I'm kinda glad I spent my last day of 2014 and first day of 2015 with the superteens. They really make me feel so much better. Well, most of the times haha. They might be annoying but they'll always be my go-to friends and family.
Through this crazy period, I've been spending a lot of time with my little (or not so little) brother, Ronald. Mainly because both of us are going through the same thing and we have pretty similar mindsets. I guess I've learnt many lessons on my journey with him. Mainly that sometimes, when you know someone for a very long time, friendship might be the best thing to hold on to coz it won't crumble as easily as a relationship would. It's really hard to explain when you haven't experienced it firsthand. So I guess for all those who have, I feel ya.
Enough with the heavy. I guess I kind of have come to terms with myself (keyword: kind of) that he's never gonna even talk to me ever again so I guess I've been trying to live happier? I mean, I've never really got hit on by a guy like EVER. So, it happened once this year and I guess, I wouldn't say it felt good but to know that a guy wants to get to know you... it's kinda a new and weird feeling haha.
Though I must admit, I never called him HAHA. Oops... I always thought stuff like these only happened on TV. But woahhh... Crazy feels.
So yeah, I'm going for a wedding dinner tonight so... Whooop whooop, I get to wear the dress that I bought in Australia hehe. Okay not important and a total change of subject. So I shan't rant on anymore. Till next time... I'll leave you guys with a song that I've been really into.
